Hi SH, I agree with Phoebe. We may never understand what's happening or what happened. But we need to give ourselves closure.

I will never know when the x's A started- it could have been 4 years ago or it could have been after the D started rolling as he claimed. I will never know if he had ever loved me. I will never really understand what might have, could have been.

But I just need to keep on swimming.

You can call me Dory/ Grl.

As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"

It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.