Thank you for stopping in. I'm struggling with some periodic, intense feelings of loneliness today. Fortunately, I had a counseling session and some training and then spent a long time in the grocery store picking out a movie.
A quick chat with WH on the phone to make sure everything is on track for tomorrow (he is meeting the movers at the storage facility since he has the key and has been moving things up there since I left). It should arrive here in about a week.
It feels sort of final. I think as long as my belongings were still there, it felt like it wasn't completely over. And once they get here, I don't know if I will even want to look at the things that 'lived' in my home. It will be sort of like getting broken pieces of the marriage to look at. I don't have to unpack it, it will be stored until I get my own place, but I need to find some paperwork to be able to apply for college. I have a feeling it's going to be very hard when it arrives.
Right now, I'm standing still on the path... maybe going in circles a bit. I'm sure I'll get going again.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17
