I don't know if I can do this again. It is de ja vu all over again. This would basically be the 4th time that we start again (only married once, the others were pre marriage). Every time it is the same thing... she ends it, does her thing for a while, comes back, is worried that everyone hates her, we are together for a while, she ends it... rinse and repeat. I am not sure how I can stop the cycle if we ended up back together. I have some ideas but I am not sure the risk would be worth it. I am getting old and want a family. hmph... I don't know.
First, I extend my encouragement and hopefully others are inspired...I want an arrow board pointing at the move out date and the fact that it took a year for stuff to start to swing in your direction.
Second, I quoted you to say I know the feeling. I think I'm on the 3rd time of this Break up, go away, come back thing w/ my WW - save the fact that she is not back this time and who knows if she will be back. Difference now is we are married and have a child. Maybe the cycle wont stop for us? I would hope age would make it stop, but there seem to be enough people here in their late 50"s/early 60's to shoot that idea in the face. So maybe it won't maybe it will. Congrats on feeling better though and on those marathons, hell of a GAL, I like it.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
