Thanks ForGump, if I go I'll keep all my emotions in check and definitely won't read anything much into it.

My D thinks I'm overthinking everything and making it all so complicated because now I'm thinking, why lunch? Is that because he already has arrangements in the evening so he is just trying to fit us in!!! Aarrrggghhhh!!!

Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')