Right on CT & SH ... FCK THAT

Sounds like W is emotionally/mentally thrashing about but if she's for real then she'd drop the A. Then you know she's arrived somewhere.

Stay positive (I struggle with that -- that's the part I find hard while going dim, staying genuinely positive w/o seeming cheesy/fake positive)

Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final