Oh believe me, fear gets you nowhere. I feared every word I spoke and every move I made for over a year. It did nothing but drag me down and keep me in a funk. Now that I feel good and am having fun with life again it's turning heads. Not only XF, this new girl came to me and is a very attractive girl. We sit for about an hour a night looking at all the messages and propositions she gets through the day all over social media. But she CAME TO ME! That seems to have brought me back to my confident old self and now there are many more people mentioning that. Males and females alike comment that I just have an energy when I walk in a room. That's who I used to be and what I lost through all of this. Now that it's back, I can see good things happening but I've got a major decision to make.
XF wants to talk more Saturday at our kid swap so see what that brings and go from there?
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home
