WAW, bouts of anger still spewing, awaiting the D.

[Natus]

Hey SH, it may be impossible for us to fully understand it as we are deep in it. Im going through very similar emotions now too and like you trying to make sense of it. Maybe for now we dont have to? we just have to do whats best for us and our love ones and in time when we can reflect back.

mmmm dunno im just musing. Not really an advice.