journaling- nothing new, W never called to tell me about her day...guess she found someone new to tell it to.

met with a friend for drinks. just realized I didn't eat today.
made a doc appointment. kind of losing my ish. going to talk about anti depressants. kind of scared? Idk what it is. but my main emotion is fear, that I do know.

going to the batting cages then dinner with my softball team tomorrow after work. super excited about that.

had an ok day. guess I cant complain, I'm here, I'm healthy, my D is happy and healthy, what more can I ask.


Me(W): 29 EXW: 30
T: 6 M: 2
SD: 10
BD: 04/2016
PS: 04/2016
W officially "seeing" someone 09/2016
W filed 03/2017
Officially Divorced 11/2017