Ginger my wife and I got together when she was 15 I was her first partner and she was mine I have not had friends who are girls

I have for as long as I remember been part of a couple I have to keep,the focus on me...I do not want to give up but I have to

I have to sleep I am exhausted 'mentally

Ghost


Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.