Update: Well my tears came out and I cried terribly hard...as if someone I loved so much died. I cried and pleaded with God to give me strength to get over this...to get over her. I cried why does it have to hurt so bad...why can't she love me back...why did you allow this happen to my family.
Its encouraging (maybe the wrong word here) to see a man admit this, can't tell you how many times I've been there too.
