Raul: I just scanned most of your posts. I feel for you and wish you the best. I too just bought a motorcyclist as part of my recovery. It's old and only 250cc but I'm enjoying it. Keep on with your GAL. Do what you can to start a new life. Perhaps, do things differently - change your outfits, shop at another store, stop drinking pop and start drinking lemonade. You will be surprised how much the little changes can move you forward.
Here is to you my friend.
M:50 W:53 MR:20 D:21 S:17 S:11 BD-Sept 2015 Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015 Actually EA In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016 W moved out:May 22 2016 OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017