Congratulations on the French lessons. French is difficult to learn, but you'll get it and once you do, you'll need to continue to practice using it so that you don't forget what you've learned.
If your h is silent, it could mean any number of things: 1) his is busy at work or out playing, 2) he's sitting at home after work looking at the 4 walls; is working on himself in his own way; and 4) maybe he's starting to settle down. Whatever the reason is, we can't assume anything when it comes to their behavior.
Keep the focus on you!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
