How Ya Feelin' Today?

[NotATLDave]

Well folks, I'm back....I'm feeling pretty sh!tty today.

But gee Dave, didn't you get some action last night?

Yes I did but there were many clues again that it was the last thing that my W wanted to do it. We had planned all week to have time together last night. At the end of the Sopranos (an officially sanctioned show), she started asking if we could watch Deadwood. Despite my eyerolls, I sat with her while she watched about 20 minutes of it until she realized she didn't like it. WHY THE HELL IS SHE LOOKING FOR ANOTHER TV PROGRAM?!!!!!! ESPECIALLY DURING OUR ALLOCATED TIME?!!!!

But hold that thought.

Anyway, when I was feeling "jiggety" last week, I made an appointment with a counselor. I decided that I wanted to work on some personal things. If W isn't willing to change, then getting myself in top shape will then force her to look for changes in herself. So today, I went to the C and (of course) the entire discussion was about the M. I'll save all the exhausting details but the C seemed to "get it" quickly. She wants to see both of us next week...it's official, my W and I are officially in therapy.

According to the C, my W is pretty damn guilty of some toxic behaviors. The TV thing is just one of many things that has to change. I think we are in for a bumpy ride.