Stages of grief

[Painter]

Zues, I have had the same inertia. Not much to contribute and feeling like I'm just walking the same path as before so nothing new to report.

I wish I felt more disgust and less sadness and longing. You'd think I would have had enough intel to get there without a problem now.

Phoebs, it's been a few rough days. Partly hormonal, but also prepping for the shipment. It's like a seam being ripped apart - plus I have had more contact with WH than usual to arrange it.

I haven't been doing a lot of social GALing lately so I think that might be a problem, as well. I had some training today at the place I'll be temping later, and it was really nice to get out of the house and have to focus on something else. When I work from home, my mind still keeps spinning in the background.

Tomorrow I'm having dinner out with a couple of girlfriends, and on the weekend son and I are going on a day trip to a tall ships festival.

It's just a lot of emotion right now.