Another consideration in this whole mess is why do I actually want to continue with her anyway? I remember how things used to be, but she has not been that person in a very long time. I'm hoping that if she decided to work on our relationship, that she would move closer to the person she once was.
An example of this is her sleep patterns. For years, we come home from a family trip, and the first thing she does is gets on Facebook to post pictures...until 2 am. She would rather spend her evenings showing the world what fun she had than spend an evening relaxing with her family, or me. She gets 5 hours of sleep max...for no reason. In the past, she never had enough sleep, then she did grad school, and she has continued the pattern ever since.
M 17 years 3 kids EA start 2010 ILYBNILWY 1/2014 PA 1/2016 Bomb drop 2/2016 Renig on Bomb drop 4/2016 Living as roommates, EA continues
