I'm really trying to ignore it. And I know it sounds stupid to people who don't feel that way about intuition. But I cannot shake this feeling.

I'm going to try just acknowledging it but then putting it out of my mind for a while. Like I said I don't want to get my hopes up and who knows if it's true or if it's some magically future event or something.

It's just messing with me.

And the divorce thing, I don't know I get what darkness said. I know my day-to-day life wouldn't change and I know it doesn't necessarily mean "THE END" in some super final way. It just still feels bad.


W:32 M:26
T:5 yrs M: 3 yr
BD: JUN 2016
W Moved out: early JUL 2016
W Filed for D: mid JUL 2016
EA: 06/16?
PA: 07/16
Moved in w/ ow: 07/16
D final: 10/16