New here and separated

[Coly23]

Hi ForGump, thanks for your response. I didn't contact him in the end. My daughter also talked me down this afternoon!

I know what you are saying. He did leave me, he didn't give our marriage a chance and he is definitely not the man I met and married. I just have to keep playing those statements out in my mind every time I have a weak moment! I need to be strong and supportive for D, she deserves me to be there for her, he deserved nothing from me right now.

This has got to be the hardest the thing I have ever gone through in my life. I didn't know I could feel so much pain and despair as I do now. I wouldn't ever wish this on my worst enemy. Thank you for being so supportive and making me make sense of the situation. If he really wanted me he would be here and not sitting in a one bedroom Batchelor pad in the middle of the city!