Chapter 3. Let the detachment begin

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SH and any others who are watching.

I'm doing OK. Just S10 and I this week. Then S10 and S15 and I are on vacation. Heading to the Dominican Republic for a week.

W has not seen S15 all summer and it will be 3 weeks for S10. She send the odd email - does not really reach out. She is at a conference this week in Las Vegas - for her it's more of an orgy. Last year after telling me she is going (no consideration of the cost, impact on family or that I will have to take care of S10), she came home with an EA.

As you all know going dark is easy. Since we have sporadic contact the detachment goes up and down. Nonetheless, she runs through my brain all day, etc.

As Zuess said - I can't expect her to quit her addiction, if I can't quit mine.

I think the difference Zuess is: I'm trying she is not. I'm so happy with my GAL. I've built stronger relations with my children, etc, etc,

I know whatever happens is up to God and W. Still I move on slowly.

Most people around me see a different me. I look different, have new roles and responsibilities and most people like the fact that I got a motorcycle.

I have lots of house projects planned and work is going OK. I could always use more (of the right kind).

As you all know, my game plan is to act as if I've gone on without her and hopefully it will take hold.