Gosh this is awful, I am so sorry for you. My husband walked in May after I asked him to leave following months of mental torture with him saying he didn't love me, didn't think he ever did etc, etc. I could see how irritated I made him and his frustration at having to be with me was so palpable I couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't wait to get out of the door! Now he has rented a flat and has made some very small gestures for building our relationship back up but has not made any real effort. I am killing myself wondering if he has someone else and it is eating me up inside, I just want to know but I am not sure how to go about it. I know it will kill me but not knowing is killing me even more...
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
