did you read all of the homework that Cadet gave to you in his initial post?
YES ^^^^^^ - I am not sure this is in DR/DB.
And you will remain confused until you look at all this stuff with a beginners mind part of DR/DB.
To simply answer your question I would say depression and selfishness. Until you understand these concepts again you will be confused. Depression can be either overt(obvious) or covert (hidden), and depending on the type will dictate the symptoms she displays. Also this may vary as time moves along.
Dont feel bad that you dont understand it all yet. Have you ever gone to college or gotten a PHD? On day 1 you did not understand enough to graduate.
