WAW, bouts of anger still spewing, awaiting the D.

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Great updates.I like your L.

I imagine that if W truly wanted to reconcile she would not be the person you doubt you want back! Just a thought.

Interesting point.
If that happens, I hope I would give her a chance.

I wanted to add something to my last post. Check out my last thread or look up caliguys thread. There is a tool about changing character traits and involves three lists.

1 list things you like about you
2 list things you dislike about you
3 list things that you find admirable in others or in an ideal you.

First list is to show you you already have many fine qualities. Then work towards replacing items from list 2 by items on list 3.

Some people here have found this exercise helpful in becoming the person they want to be, but also helps to get moving again. Let me know your thoughts on that.

I like this and will review it and share back for accountability. I am looking to do this. I want to make changes, that stick, be a better version of me.

to go on the latest fun activity. Love that why the hell not attitude.

It has been fun. I am planning a real skydive and motorcycle int he coming months. I plan to punch some of my fears int he face.
I have been seeking and reviewing material about overcoming fears. I will share some of the Ted Talk I watched today. Very good info and plans for change indeed.