wife of 14 years walks out on her family

[Raul]

Update:
After receiving a good pep talk from a co-worker to keep my head high up I went home for lunch.

I knew that since spending time with W yesterday and this morning that it would bring some deep rooted emotions, I went home for lunch. At home, i felt an urge to cry...just like you know you have to vomit after eating something bad but you keep holding it in until it just gets released... Well my tears came out and I cried terribly hard...as if someone I loved so much died. I cried and pleaded with God to give me strength to get over this...to get over her. I cried why does it have to hurt so bad...why can't she love me back...why did you allow this happen to my family.

After almost an hour, I felt so relieved. So refreshed. Went back to work to continue my day.