I've also been thinking that maybe it would be better if I moved out, it is so hard to see her and know that right now she feels nothing but anger and resentment for me. Last night she caught me "staring" at her and she said it bothered her, well all I could tell her was that I was staring because she is beautiful and I can't help myself sometimes. It's like I'm seeing her for the 1st time with out all of thecrap that was in my head, and I just realize how much I need her ( I didn't tell her this, just yall) and want her, and It hurts so bad that she doesn't feel the same way towards me. She keeps telling me that she can't wait around for me to change, well, the way I see it, is that there is no "waiting" it's already happening and change is an on going process, it's never going to end.
"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)
