I understand the nightmare all too well. Your last post sounds like me. Im angry and frustrated. I also have wonderful kids who are the only reason im still breathing. And the anxiety attacks! oh my good lord. I have been going through this for a long time and I am not feeling any better. Something is missing in me that I don't think will ever return.

Just know that you are not alone. I don't know how long the nightmare will last but I pray constantly for some sort of relief.


M:39
W:40
S:10
S:7
D:12
BD:3/5/15
Separate BR:3/5/15
W moved out with kids 1/3/16