Hey CT, you seem to be in a really good place emotionally. Seems like you have found the ever illusive detachment.
Melo - thank you, I am getting closer, but the fact that all these months later I still struggle to intake more than 1200 calories a day and have little sleep which is broken apart by consistent wake-up says my subconscious has a different story to tell. I am trying, and really do feel better during the day - and part of my struggle to eat has to do with the medication I am on.
Originally Posted By: ForGump
I wish my W was temp checking me...!
I'm not sure but I may be feeling myself slowly falling out of love. Hard to say because it's a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes I feel like I'm less into her, yet other times I feel like my heart's going to explode from losing her, or thinking about her w/ someone else.
ForGump - this is all true. I have mentioned before how I have to drive by my WW's place to drop my S4 off at school. Two weeks ago I quit looking over to see if AP's truck was in driveway. This morning I had an urge to do it, but resisted. I feel good this morning. I don't care, but I do - sure that makes sense to many here. WW texted this morning - we keep a joint bank account for shared debts and something went wrong w/ a deposit. WW included "have a good day", yeah, temp checking. The road is long. The road is long.
I think I hit my 100 posts soon and will be able to start a new thread. The title of this current one does not seem appropriate to me anymore.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
