It is very hard in all aspects Gump. One of my biggest worries is that when she finally hits rock bottom and realizes what she's done that I might not love her anymore and have moved on. So much to think about but compare to last week when she told me about OM to now I feel so much better and the main reason being self evaluation.
I know I have a solid job earning good money, a house for my D and am as for as I have ever been in my life.
I want my W back more then anything else but if she doesn't come back I will actually be better of in all other aspects of my life. So hard to deal with all these things.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
