Have to keep making the changes

[ATPeace]

Thank you RD

Yes having bad day well a bad start to the day I just feel that I have to do something something to change things but am torn between making the decision to get out of this and not see my children every day or continue to live like this and see my children every day

So the in love feelings can they ever come back do they ? Surely it is all about working on it ....I don't know I really don't

She could be doing anything right now and I would not know we could be happily married and the same could happen she could meet someone and something could happen I guess it comes down to trust and letting go of the fear

Moving out selling the family home not seeing my w spending any time with her I just cannot see how this will bring us any closer yet sandi has mentioned many times that she has never seen a couple reconcile whilst living together

I just feel so confused and scared of getting to the point of fully accepting this as once I get to this point I am scared that if she ever wanted to reconcile then I would not want to...and this scares me.

Thank you once again I am listening to you I just am trying to understand what I need to do to move forwards.

RD I really appreciate your comments and thoughts

Ghost