Awkward situation

[Tate]

So, I accompanied my family out of town this weekend even though I didnt have time to. If it hasnt been clear, my wife travels out of town at least two weekends per month to visit relatives, often at the expense of keeping up at home. Historically, I would stay home many of thise weekends to get projects done. Not anymore. Im not letting her enjoy trips out of town while i toil away.

So, I realized the hardest thing about exposing my wife would be the effect on my kids. I simply cannot take them to see family as often as my wife. Im actually not concerned about my wifes threat of divorce. Her biggest fear is messing up our kids lives and the great place they are in. Exposing my wifes affair would have a huge impact on my kids, but divorcing me would only make everything worse for our kids. I doubt she would go through with it. Exposing her would alienate her from my entire family, her own very religious dad, and even my BILs family who would be mad at him.

The only thing keeping me from exposing my wife are my kids and I just cannot get myself to hurt them. Im really distressed over this situation to the point of losing sleep over it this week...