WAW, bouts of anger still spewing, awaiting the D.

[SH_]

V! Ooh, I probably need pointers from you on the twirling. I am so tempted to fix a pole in my new place.


SH, I guess I should let you know that I am kind of competitive. Presently, giving me a challenge is like asking a dog to play fetch. Wait... Did I just call myself a biatc....

Anyways, I have checked out the place and the rates. It's just a matter of 2 or 4 jumps, with or without kid.

Say when, SH. Say when....

Okay JksD, I know you will appreciate this story. So today I am at church and I have arrived at Sunday School class a few minutes early and I pop my instagram feed as I follow several motivational feeds. I was looking for some inspiration.
So I follow this one feed that shows short vid clips of different kind of workouts and pretty amazing athletic feats.
So here's where the chuckle will come in.
I am casually sliding it down when a clip of a tall drink of very fit woman is pole dancing in what appears to be a room in her home. Yup, right as I see this, I get a pat on the back and a greeting from a member of my church. Umm, can you say bright red and clicking every button to shut off my phone. Its not what it looks like I swear. LOL It was a clip the feed that I follow had shared forward.
Anyway not sure if you check instagram, but if you look up christinaahncheeta you will get many many pointers and even see how it looks to attach a pole in your house.

Hmmm, she looks super fit in the clip, so there is definitely a physical fitness aspect to this whole pole thing. Taking this bet would actually be you doing me a favor. And how many dates could I pick up with a skill like that eh??
Better get your wings ready so you can float indoors.

SH,
I will let you off from the waxing and poledancing because of your flyboarding experience. I need to check out what the heck that is on youtube.

I like your L too. It seems that your L is not one of those bull-dog D pushers and he sounds like he has your welfare at heart.

You are miles ahead of your W in terms of personal development and I can understand your state of IANILWY. Your W certainly doesn't sound very lovable right now.

But maybe because I was an almost WAW with a touch (or more?) of MLC and a good dose of depression thrown in, I have some compassion for WAW.

Remember my post about the different timelines in self- evolution? What are your thoughts about it?

No hurry, SH. Good that you are on an even keel. Sometimes the best action is none and to wait for the answer to reveal itself.

Now hold on. I am not saying I want to be let off the hook here. Well, from the pole anyway. I am still trying to find an angle for the waxing. But hey, face my fears right?

I am going to call my L agin tomorrow. I have stalled long enough. Over 2 weeks and no word and no info. Something is up and I just can't figure it out. What is the hold up?

I will need to review your post ago on the timelines. I do need to get some perspective and a different view. Right now I am so bogged down that I can't see forward past tomorrow.
I have plans, goals and dreams. I do not want life to pass me by while I am mired here in the muck just waiting for things to happen.
And yes, patience is not my virtue. I am sure that shows much in my story and interactions with folks here.

Omg. You need to stop being so freakingly up-to-date with your GAL activities. I am finding it hard to keep up!

My heart and my wallet do not thank you.

Well, I am going to slow it down a bit and try calmer, people meeting things. My small support group has scattered out some and I don't want to bug them anymore. Need to get to know some new folks an make new connections.
But be aware, that I am saving and planning on a tandem skydive in a couple of months as the weather around here cools down. Also plan on getting my motorcycle license and purchasing a bike. D18 plans on doing both of these things with me as well. Maybe we start a biker gang or something.

JksD, it is always a pleasure to hear from you. your spunk, humor and sincere support have really been a benefit and inspiration for me.
Thank you.
(((JksD)))