wife of 14 years walks out on her family

[Raul]

Update: So I took a chance....
So I agree to go together shopping for our daughters school clothes. She wanted to go in two different vehicles, she finally agreed one vehicle but would have to go out town fearing someone would see us together.

Being with her felt as if we were together. I knew going that she was just going for our daughters and not for us. We talked, we laughed and it seemed we had a good time. We went to 3 stores and then ended up in one of our favorite restaurant. I was doing so good, trying to not express my feeling or my desire to be with her. But after two beers, I started telling her that I care about her and wanted to work our marriage. She insisted that she does not want to work our marriage, she wants to remain separated. She looked confused or maybe to me. But she told me she doesn't want to be with me. She said she was not with anyone (I know that is not true) but I did not question her. I was curious on how she has been which she was very vague. She said she no longer does things that we used to do. Things I know she enjoyed doing like going to the movies or watching crime shows. She says she no longer interested in that. What bothered me was that she said that she is no longer a good person and has been acting bad. She has been staying away from me because she does not want to hurt me. On three occasions she called me "honey" which she always have. It has been 2 months since I have heard her call me that. I asked her if there is no love or affection, why does calling me "honey" come out naturally. She said it is just an old habit and not to read into it.

We ended our day with a hug and she said we will never do this again (mingle). She told me not to be hopeful and to keep moving on with my life. I told her I am.

I know what I felt, I am so in love with my wife. But I have to go back to being dark again. Day one tomorrow again.