Hi CT1118, I'm fairly new here. H left mid-May but no sign of A as yet. I just wanted to say that today is the first day that I have started to question my love for my H and that really frightens me. I so desperately want to see him, talk to him, hold him but the longer I go NC/dark the further I feel away from him. Me and my D have decided we will not contact him at all this week as he usually comes over once a week for a family night but we have been arranging everything. From now on we want to see him making the effort to see us but it's so hard not speaking with him, I really hate what he had brought us to...
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
