Wishful, I know EXACTLY how you feel. I have been longing to touch my wife,even if it was just an accidental brush against her hip. Thats why I feel last night was monumental, and I admit, I got aroused, mainly because I want her sooooo bad. I did tell her not to worry about my "arousal" but that when and if she is ever at the point that she needs intimate contact, I will be here. I never realized just how important touching person you love, is, especially in a non-sexual nature. She is still telling me that she doesn't want me, but I'm still going to keep on keepin on and hopefully she'll change her mind.
"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)
