Last night I had a great talk with my WAW, I told her that I am not saying that I have changed, but that I am CHANGING and although I feel that I'm not the same person I was a month ago, I realize that I have a long way to go. I also told her that I would not try and talk her out of filing for divorce, but I wanted to let her know that I still love her very much and I want her and only her and I hope one day she will feel the same towards me, I said I know it is still early and I do not expect her to leap into my arms and tell me everything is ok. We talked abou the past and how we used to argue and I said that I am learning that the way I responded to you was inappropriate and I should have just listened to her instead of commenting. She really opened up to me about her feelings, and I said know matter how bad she thinks something she says will hurt me, I need to hear it, because I need to understand just how bad I hurt her.
She also let me give her a massage, this is the 1st time I've touched her in a month. I think letting me give her a massage is a good thing right?
"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)
