I am very much the same can get to sleep because I'm exhausted but as soon as I wake for a second it's like my mind was just paused on thinking about her and it hits play instantly.
I don't know if it makes me feel better or worse or maybe just helps me deal with the situation better but my W seems to be spiraling downwards at the moment. I know it's not my problem and I don't waste time thinking about t but it does give me some form of hope that she will realize she was unhappy in herself and it was ALL me, time will tell.
Spent lots of time with my D this weekend and it's been great I'm always smiling when I'm with her.
Stay strong and enjoy your weekend everyone.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
