Just a check in to tell you all that my sunny posts are idiotic. W and I had come so far in three months and last week ow called and lo and behold they had lunch on Friday. They planned it they carried it out all while I was stupidly naive and trying so so hard to trust. I'm furious and feel so hurt I can't even tell you.

I don't know how I can ever trust her again. The lying and knowing they planned it for days is what is killing me. I've been fooled again and I hate it


11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker
Reconciling since late April 2016
Don't give up until it's time, then move on
Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat