Keeps getting worse, 180 not working

[Buxom]

Thanks SH. It has been a peaceful day. Interesting calm discussions that are short and simple. I am enjoying it. I also seem to have found my voice and I'm telling him things as they come up, like I will pick up D16 while u have coffee cos I don't want her exposed to OW. He said he didn't agree, I shrugged and said," she'll figure it out. Not sure u want that." He said, I can see that, thanks.

I know it won't last as there are already twists and turns that no one would or could have anticipated. Today I have been more in the moment than ages. Good sleep last night too.

Thanks to everyone's support. Colleen