To be honest. I just want someone to love and be loved. I hoped my W would be that person. I hoped to make her see me in a different light but all she does is criticise me for not being the perfect dad. I want to win her back. To go home and be with my family. To have the intimacy and romance back that we once had. To start again and work on our issues. I don't know what her long term plans are. We don't talk about our marriage anymore. It's all about the kids. I try and look to the future but I can't see her in it the way things are. She has everything she wants. I wish I knew what to do.
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
