Very strange conversation yesterday. I was so unemotional I was beginning to think, I'm done here. After all the tears and crap I felt very little. I wonder if I have been grieving the r loss and now I'm letting mr go? Even this morning I am almost relieved. Weird.
This is part of the process. Enjoy the calm, but do know the roller coaster ride is not over yet. Use these moments to learn and gain clarity. These moments that the emotions are not running high, are the best times to gain true perspective. Use it to your advantage. Prepare for more floods of irrational feelings, and stay focused on becoming the best you possible. We are here to support you. Enjoy the peace today. It is well needed.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
