Hi G. Holiday sounds good Not sure what else to say Why do people chase after an R ? Love , fear of being alone , lots of reasons. This isn't about people , this is about you. Why do you still want to be with W ? You've mentioned your fear of a new R but you are already thinking about one , or contemplating one anyway
Right now , today , if you met W , would you want to be with her ?
This is your life G , you only get one ( I think ) , live it , yes its tough right now because your losing a lot but stop looking at what you haven't / won't have and look at what you have
Your a dad , you have your health , you work , etc. To a large amount of people you are very lucky. I know it's not easy and I'm not saying get over it but I am saying deal with it and move forward
