Hi Ghost, I'm glad you got away for a few days with the kids. Have a think about pursuit and distance dynamics. Your W is distancing just now. Are you in pursuit? If you are, you can influence this dynamic with your own actions potentially - ie: if you pursue, she may distance further. However, if you let go of your need to pursue and keep that connection, she may stop distancing...
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus