Have to keep making the changes

[ATPeace]

Been away for a few days with three of my kids and not due to go back home till tomorrow

Had fun but cannot help missing home life and I miss the W

I did text her tell her the. Kids were fine and I want to tell her I miss her but I haven't

I have noticed that she is cold towards me in conversation she seems to be distancing herself further from me at times not making eye contact showing no feelings and I fight struggle to do the same I keep wanting to try and keep the connections and stay close....the further we seem to get the more I feel hopeless to ever making this any better she knows what I want and everything she is doing is nothing more than a choice ....why do people fight for a relationship marriage ...what is the point