Gump, that is word for word the same as I feel. I felt this was at the start and now it's hit me again. The good news is it does get better.
I have resisted sleeping tablets don't really know why but I guess it's just my own battle and I don't want to not take them.
It's a wild roller coaster at the moment some times I'm thinking how much I miss and love my W next minute I'm thinking someone that could do these things to you is not someone you want anything to do with let her go and move on. And this is where the sleepless nights come into play as you flip between feelings and scenarios.
Would be so easy if we were built with a sleep switch so we could just turn our brain off.
Stay strong Gump we will come out the other side stronger.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
