Need help please

[ForGump]

I'm not falling apart but my energy to want to do things and even just eating food it's all gone,

Same here. All my favorite pastimes and hobbies became uninteresting. My pants are literally falling off my waist because of weight loss, and I have little appetite -- I can feel that my body is hungry, but whereas before hunger felt unpleasant, now hunger just feels ... neutral. The only thing that feels good is to lie down and fall asleep, except I wake at 4am and my head fills with thoughts of my marriage breaking up, and I can't sleep any more. My doctor gave me some pills that helped me sleep through the night -- I think I need a refill.