Originally Posted By: clearte
super depressed, as always, not sure what to do. hate my life. miss my wife and kid. love them to pieces, wish i had some of my life back.


Ditto.

You might talk to your doctor about going on an anti-depressant for a few months. Primary care physicians can prescribe those, doesn't have to be a psychiatrist.

But anti-depressants take a little work to get right -- there are many different ones, and some work well for some and not for others, and some have side effects for some while not so much for others.

Not pushing anyone into it, but worth if you want to stop feeling like you're dying all the time.

My IC told me getting a divorce is the most stressful event that happens to a person, worse than PTSD.


Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final