Hi ForGump, I'm so sorry your situation is still bad. Has your W actually filed for D or only threatening to?
Dinner tonight was really lovely. H was like his old self again, very chatty and gave me more eye contact than he has in nearly three months. My D was very happy with how it went and thinks that maybe it is his pride that stops him from making the first move. It was very hard not to talk to him about the R but I am proud to say I resisted and for all the anxiety I suffered before he arrived I think I did a very good job of appearing very serene and confident!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')