What the f@ck am I doing? What did I work so hard for? Where do I go from here?
In many ways your H sounds a lot like I was to my W. Maybe not to the extreme you H is, but my W said she was walking on eggshells around me and I constantly belittled her. She finally left me and that opened my eyes and made me work on myself to change to what I used to be. I'm by no means advocating leaving your H since your sitch is much different, than mine, but I would figure out a way to go NC as much as possible.
M 55 W 52 MR 32 T 34+ D29 BD May 8, 2016 - She moved out ILYBNILWY May 15 (Through email) No EA/PA August 23 - DB used against me in every way Divorce July 18, 2017 - Life is getting better every day
