I would say stick to NC.
You know what is in your heart and if you are not angry, then you are in a good place.

When she feels the loss of you she will initiate things and the. You can go from there. But as of now based on what you are sharing it does not appear she is missing nor feeling the loss of you.

Stay the course and many here will help.
I challenge you to also put in the efforts to study DR and any other material that can guide you.


Me 46 Former W 46
D19 D7
BD Feb 2016
WAW moves out 4/16/16
D final 6/1/2017

It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine