Lt0402 - yea, I ignore and look away. It still hurts. But, she recently said she was working on herself on being more “present” but it doesn’t seem like its working out for her.
Forgump – that thought has actually never crossed my mind, usually I go to bed thinking how happy I’ll be if she decides to reconcile “tomorrow” I always go to bed thinking happy thoughts.
W texted me that the kitchen sink is backing up, that she’s going to have to call a plumber…. Torn, I have nothing going on after work, I’d most likely be able to fix whatever is going on. I’d obviously like to see my D. I’m a nice kind person, I like helping.
I can’t make this decision on my own. I don’t know which way to go. She doesn't want me, she just needs a plumber. MY biggest issue is, she's calling me when she could easily be calling the plumber or someone else. This is my BIGGEST issue in this whole situation. I think if I'm kind, and she knows how much I do, she'll eventually see what she's missing. -LOST.
