Welcome V, I'm sure like many of us you didn't join the forum expecting to come to this part of it. However, we get to a point in our sitches where it feels like the right place for us. The subjects touch on healing and perhaps dating after D - and going on with life as a newly single person.
In your sitch, there is still a little mud to be waded through, but the other side of the river is in sight and you will soon be on solid ground again.
Xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus