Not sure where to go from here

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I remember reading posts that was saying that WS do come back when LBS has finally dropped the rope and by then LBS isn't too sure if s/he wants WS back.

Hi Rouky, thanks for your thoughts, I really appreciate them, as always. It would seem that the above is most definitely true in my case.

Look back at everything you have shared with H ( good and bad times), and see what your heart is telling you.

At the moment my heart is telling me that H has done too much over the years for me to be able to love him and trust him ever again. I feel so sad that I feel like this, for my children's sakes. I look at H and feel nothing though.

Whichever way you decide to go, I'll be there to support you xx

Thank you so much my friend.